Look in Your Heart and Speak

well it’s my last saturday of my sophomore year of college, man where did the time go. currently working (attempting) to finish up my last term paper due monday, then heading down to north beach with my sisters for some fun, relaxation in the sun along with some studying. It’s hard to believe that I’ve only been in Alpha Delta Pi for two semesters, it really has felt like a lifetime. I couldn’t imagine what my life would be like if I hadn’t come home to Alpha Delta Pi. The friendships I would have missed out on, the laughs, the memories, the crazy adventures, and the opportunities of growth. I know tomorrow and Tuesday I’m going to be an absolute wreck while we celebrate the accomplishments our graduating seniors have accomplished and reminisce in our favorite memories of all them. I don’t even want to think about how my life will be next year with out my big diamond sister here with me. I love her so much and know she will do amazing at Grad school, and thankfully she will be in the same state. to all of my ADPi sisters near and far I love all of you and am  so thankful that we are connected together by such an amazing bond :)

It’s crazy you know. How literally in a minute you feel on top of the world, just feel so certain that everything is going how you want it for once. and in a blink of an eye all of that comes crashing down and is replaced with confusion. Now I don’t feel like I understand what is exactly going on, I miss the laughs and the fooling around. I feel weird not texting him all day long and not talking my way into staying at his place. I just want to figure it all out but of course this is the worst time of the year; finals, term papers, projects, fraternity/sorority events, and the list goes on and on. I want us back to how we were before we had “the talk” a couple nights ago, but now my brain is just full of confusing thoughts that I just can’t seem to make head or tail about.